Just finished packing for my trip.
Woah.
Four weeks of no english and only espanol and learning so much and I'm a bit stressed-anxious-excited-as-heck. I know I need this refresher as to what I want to do with my life. To HELP. I spent a night with a girlfriend this weekend who reinstated to me that she knows part of my core wishes I could help humanity. That is who I am and who I want to be. And I can't play the little game anymore, I want to create a BIG change. The easy part is remembering this. The easier part will be feeling fulfilled during my time away. The harder part is that when I come home, I have to make a move. My parents are selling their home and uprooting us back to Saskatchewan. My whole life will change in a HUMONGOUS AND OH SO LOVELY way. It's that time of the storm, major storm and I know that in it's midst I'm learning so much. About my strength, my own resilience and my courage to make bold changes and move forward, even when it doesn't seem like the easiest thing to do.
I will continue moving forward, taking baby steps, until I reach the calm. At some point, the calm must come. I will continue on the path to my heart back and a happiness inside of me.
Remembering this:
You are in just the right place in your life right now, doing just what needs to be done at this time. You are learning just what you need to be learning at this time. There’s a plan for your life and even if you are in the middle of where you were and where you are headed. Everything is going to be ok. You can do difficult things. You are surrounded by the right people at this time, even if you feel rather alone. Things are working out exactly as they are meant to work out, though you may not see what is happening behind the scenes. You are becoming exactly who you are meant to become, even if you feel like you are not really becoming anything or anyone at all right now. Please, sweet beautiful friend…during this magical time, simply let yourself be. Let your life be. Let go of expectations. Let go of your attachment to specific outcomes. Notice little miracles. Understand that you belong here. There is a place for you. You belong. You are loved. Everything is going to work out beautifully. You are cherished, thought-out, thought-of and watched out for. You have not been forgotten. Not now, not ever. Everything is going to be ok. Please rest in that truth. You matter, so very very very much. xoxo
Woah.
Four weeks of no english and only espanol and learning so much and I'm a bit stressed-anxious-excited-as-heck. I know I need this refresher as to what I want to do with my life. To HELP. I spent a night with a girlfriend this weekend who reinstated to me that she knows part of my core wishes I could help humanity. That is who I am and who I want to be. And I can't play the little game anymore, I want to create a BIG change. The easy part is remembering this. The easier part will be feeling fulfilled during my time away. The harder part is that when I come home, I have to make a move. My parents are selling their home and uprooting us back to Saskatchewan. My whole life will change in a HUMONGOUS AND OH SO LOVELY way. It's that time of the storm, major storm and I know that in it's midst I'm learning so much. About my strength, my own resilience and my courage to make bold changes and move forward, even when it doesn't seem like the easiest thing to do.
I will continue moving forward, taking baby steps, until I reach the calm. At some point, the calm must come. I will continue on the path to my heart back and a happiness inside of me.
Remembering this:
You are in just the right place in your life right now, doing just what needs to be done at this time. You are learning just what you need to be learning at this time. There’s a plan for your life and even if you are in the middle of where you were and where you are headed. Everything is going to be ok. You can do difficult things. You are surrounded by the right people at this time, even if you feel rather alone. Things are working out exactly as they are meant to work out, though you may not see what is happening behind the scenes. You are becoming exactly who you are meant to become, even if you feel like you are not really becoming anything or anyone at all right now. Please, sweet beautiful friend…during this magical time, simply let yourself be. Let your life be. Let go of expectations. Let go of your attachment to specific outcomes. Notice little miracles. Understand that you belong here. There is a place for you. You belong. You are loved. Everything is going to work out beautifully. You are cherished, thought-out, thought-of and watched out for. You have not been forgotten. Not now, not ever. Everything is going to be ok. Please rest in that truth. You matter, so very very very much. xoxo
